"" 回向感谢您

假如我已经远离了正道，
希望我以后不再误入歧途；
假如今天我的言语和行为伤害到别人的话，
希望以后我会更加小心。
觉悟的佛陀啊！
请为我塑造一颗纯洁正直的心，
希望我的思想行为能反映出您那伟大的爱和慈悲，
我将尽力去消除我内心的仇恨和妒忌，
以便能和所有的人和睦相处。

无论在顺境或逆境中，
我都会紧紧随着佛法并实践它。
我知道有一天我将离开这个世界，
我将会以勇敢和无悔的精神去面对这天的到来，
因为现在的我比刚出世的我，
有更好的品德了。
无论别人做了任何对不起我的事，
希望我能以慈悲心去原谅他，
同时也不会怀恨在心。

我也将会牢记别人对我的爱和关怀，
而不去计较那是否是件小事罢了。
为了我及我所爱的人，
希望我的生命能成为所有众生的佑护和快乐的泉源！

Sadhu!Sadhu!Sadhu!


很久没念一念“回向感谢您”了，每次一得空就会去永祥的部落格看看读读，提一提自己，洗一洗自己的脑袋，反省反省自己的行为。。:)

最近发现我家附近有个佛堂，才去了那么一次。。未来的日子一定要多去了。看看佛陀的脸，感觉都精神多了！:D


加油读书！！Sadhu, Sadhu, Sadhu! :))



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"" when thing doesnt seems to be better

i am always asking myself,


why my english is still that bad? i have been in Australia for more than half a year.. why is it still remain at the level, never goes better?


i have tried to read newspaper, listen to the songs, watching movies.


but i just give up halfway :(

too boring to read newspaper, not all of the english musics suit to me, i would rely on the subtitles rather than listening to what they say, and couldn't understand them if there's no subtitles provided. :(


every time answering the phone in my working place, i just cant get what the customer say, which nursing home they are from.. i have to request for their repetition every time :((


i hate this.

please do not have high expectation on me after i go back to Malaysia.

it's so stressful...



am i emo-ing?


yes it was, on last Monday.. it's so embarrassing to always get the wrong customer's name and nursing home in my working place.. i want to get my job done better!


but i am getting better coz i have my boyfriend, shaojun, always trying to correct me :D

i have ChiaLynn and Jessica, trying to train our english by talk everything in english!

Hope this could go on, at least until our last exam paper end. :)


go go jojin!! :))

seriously missing my home now..
i dont want to look at their photos,
i dont want to count down the days left to go back malaysia,
coz i know i can never control tears.

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"" อาหารไทย

if you can read the words, you would know what will be posted today :D

"can read", not to "understand" it kay.

so it's obviously..

THAI FOOD! :D

the dinnerware :)

posing king Hery Ang Ang

owh, napet Vicky Lai! :p

Chialynn and myself

not-so-tasty pandan wrapped chicken

super small size tomyam prawn

this is nice, tomyam soup :D

every table order this. Mince in chicken or pork.
but it's just so-so for me. :)

owhhh this is delicious! :D
the price is "delicious" toooooo! :x


hehe.

and after that Hery and Chialynn had ice-cream at La Fruita ♥ ,
while me and Vicky went home. :D

the love shape doesnt mean anything kay.
THE PURPLE LOVE--SHAPE DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING! LOL

this post my face only shown in a picture kay. dun say me zilian anymore arrr!! :p :p

ok Audit assignment, today anyhow must vomit out 200 words!!!!! go go jojin!! :D


go go my assignment mate ChiaLynn, Jessica, Lei and Richard!!

and go go shaojun!! HEHEHEHE. :)


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"" 花~ 花~~ Tulip la!

still remember the advertisement? it's alright if you dont. it doesnt matter anyway hehehe. :p

as what i have "announced" in previous post, it will be Tulip Farm in this whole postt :DD

there will be bunch of pictures! we have four hundreds over photos on that day =_=, the thing is every photos look so NICE!! hahahaha.

im not zi lian kay, but Chialynn's camera was so great! :3

see how much we enjoy our one day trip?

and she's excited too!! hahaha.



3rd of October, there were

Sadin Wong Chia Lynn

Hery Ang Ang

Jessica Chiang and Cai Ning

me and he shaojun

and the people

in Tulip Farm! :D

whoa, flowers! :p


and we decided to have picnic on that day,

as what ang mosss always do ♥
hohoho copy cat

telur-s

onde-onde! buatan dari Jessica Chiang! :DD she's genius hehehehe.

the not-so-nice tuna =_=

soft fork weapon

yeahh we r gong to do egg sandwich! :D ♥

Hery loves it, coz Chialynn made it... HAHAHAHAHA.


the wastes :)


we done a lot of things there! such as...

jumping

jump and pose

jump and jump

jump jump jump

and JUMP! :D

hehehe. we also,

pose

and pose (look at both monkeys shaojun and hery haha XD)

no matter where, pose

smile and pose :>

pose and smile

CLIMB THE TREE
lie on grass
flowers
POSEss :p


fattt hiao HIAO hiao pose

curi-curi pose (loos at shaojun!!-.-)

and weird pose! haha.

he loves to carry me

but i couldnt carry him! :(
not he's too heavy but my problem i think? LOOOOL! :p

花~

花~

花~~~

Tulips laa! :D

Tulips~

♥

dutch wises

pray for it.... ♥

and she too :)

=_=

♥ kiss? :D ♥

see, i told you, he loves to carry me!!

but i can oni carry her. hehe :x

♥-♥

♥

hery - "pattern liao liao"!

are you wondering what r they doing?
chialynn's first kiss G.O.N.E.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA XDD


SEE!! I HAVE TOLD YOUUUUUU!

HE.LOVES.TO.CARRY.ME.UP! x>

the queue for ice-creammmmm

Sakura in Melbourne?!

Hery looks gorgeous..!

Me: Chialynn, i want also i want also!!

and...
kinda FAILED. =.=

ehhh we never pretending in this photo, it was naturally been taken! :D

l

they are not a kind of camels, not dogs, not horse, not moo moo, not mehh mehh,
they are Alpacas! :D
very special species of animal rite? hehe :)

simply posing

chiak! :D

shaojun: carry my legs!

chialynn: i want too i want too!!

Chialynn: whoa the feeling super nice!!! go go jessica goo!!

Jessica: whoa shocks!! XDD go go Cai ning gooo!

Cai Ning: shuang ehh!! close up close up! go go jojin gooo!!



jojin: noooooooooooooooo... sked sked laaaa :(( *useless*

see! the consequences! :p

:D

the last group picture :))



oh well, we had fun with the camera although the place was just flowers everywhere! :D
so i always have the same thinking,
anywhere,
but with the right people! X)

i miss you guys malaysia's friends!

and today is my 2nd brother and CaiNing's birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ER GE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAI NING!
muakss!
*hug hug*


okie, going for my class now. this post took me ages.

i ♥ you baby.
October will be a great start. let's study hard together and get our good luck back from this month on! :D

i ♥ both of you too :)

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