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i am always asking myself,


why my english is still that bad? i have been in Australia for more than half a year.. why is it still remain at the level, never goes better?


i have tried to read newspaper, listen to the songs, watching movies.


but i just give up halfway :(

too boring to read newspaper, not all of the english musics suit to me, i would rely on the subtitles rather than listening to what they say, and couldn't understand them if there's no subtitles provided. :(


every time answering the phone in my working place, i just cant get what the customer say, which nursing home they are from.. i have to request for their repetition every time :((


i hate this.

please do not have high expectation on me after i go back to Malaysia.

it's so stressful...



am i emo-ing?


yes it was, on last Monday.. it's so embarrassing to always get the wrong customer's name and nursing home in my working place.. i want to get my job done better!


but i am getting better coz i have my boyfriend, shaojun, always trying to correct me :D

i have ChiaLynn and Jessica, trying to train our english by talk everything in english!

Hope this could go on, at least until our last exam paper end. :)


go go jojin!! :))

seriously missing my home now..
i dont want to look at their photos,
i dont want to count down the days left to go back malaysia,
coz i know i can never control tears.

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